By: Bethelhem Teame
If my eyes are welling up at the mere mention of your name….
If my heart is rebelling and my mind can’t overcome
If hearing your voice raises all these unfathomable waves of emotions inside……
If I feel like I am suffocating without you by my side…
If I feel like I have left part of me behind
If I am telling the stories of our moments with tears flowing down….
If I recall the funnies moments with mixed emotions of laughter and sorrow alike…
If I see you in everyone I see, meet or talk …
If I want to believe everyone bears some kind of resemblance to you….
If my dreams are filled with you…..
If my thoughts travel to your direction and dwell there….
If I keep imagining how you would love everything here…..
If I want to buy you everything I see….
If my prayers are God to make us meet soon, maybe tomorrow….
If I desperately, almightily want to see you again….
If I can hear your thunderous laughter if I really concentrate…
If I want you to see me in my new dress…
If I desperately want your opinion on the shoes and else….
If the sole reason for my selfies are to put a smile on your face….
If I whisper your name just to feel its beauty
If I do so and can’t breath easy
If I am losing weight
If I am losing color
If I am changing my behavior
Does this mean I am missing you?
Is this how someone misses someone else?
Please tell me, for this is a new experience
If so, then I miss you
I miss you…
I miss you….
I miss you and I confess I am bad at it…
I admit I am lousy at at it….